nothing lasts forever...
Monday, May 28, 2007
4:43 PM
i SERIOUSLY haven't been doing justice to my blog. however, the main thing is, i don't really want to continue it. i may just pick up blogging again in the near future, but at the moment, my muse is being sucked up by VH. Yes, VH. That stupid kiddy thing that getting me all uptight and totally addicted and is turning me into a dueling addict.i dunno. so, don't blame me if one day i start refering to myself in third person form and calling myself silver. =]
anyways, i've been thinking alot in the past few... weeks/months or so. i think i made many mistakes in the past. STUPID, RETARDED, sould-not-have-been-made-at-all mistakes that i'm regretting. maybe i'm starting to realise that plain DUMB BLINDLY standing up for someone isn't all that right. maybe that's what the other houses call "plain dumb bravery". i AM after all a Gryffindor, you can't blame me for being stupid.
hmm.. four years have passed, i see the same faces around me, but they're all different under that facade. somehow, i have a feeling i've changed too. maybe for the better, maybe for the worse, i don't know, but things no longer feel the same anymore. and i think i'm leaving the emo-ism behind for the moment and starting to pick up the life where i open my eyes and see the people around me. who's real, who's fake, who's there, who's not, who's standing beside me, who's standing away from me. i think i'm slowly starting to take in everything. accept fate as it is.
i dunno. but i guess... nothing lasts forever huh.
K-LOVE
notsoSUNNILY and one of these days when i go berserk,
you better hope that i don't have a knife with me.